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| Time: | 9:50 am. |
| Mood: |  accomplished. | | Music: | the cure. |
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its wicked early and ive gotten like one hour of sleep i dont know why im up at the moment and im very confused.
i really wish i was in a relationship right now. i miss it alot.
i'm grounded still, i'm hanging out with slim on monday<3
i feel very selfish for everything ive done in the past seven mounts, i broke a boys heart that i never met to break, im sorry.
jordan is now moving, thank god, she will not be able to talk to me im very excited, that's mean but if you knew or know her, you know why.
kevin is still fliping about his dumb break up when he and i both know he will be back with gina once she desides to be stright again, but for now go toodie!
i cut my bangs last night out of bordom, i think it looks beter,i am re-dying my hair monday<3
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Thursday, July 15th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:31 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | vc. |
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i dont know where to start so ill just list events
x.well i hung out with gina, that was amazing just like old times, and i quess you all can quess what went on=*]
x.i met candee finally!
x.she hit on me the hole time i was with her shes like the greatest lez/kisser ever! she was also crepply obesssessed with my nasty short hair, then i showed her pictures of my long hair and she said she liked it shorter THATS A FIRST! besides my wonderful yoshi<3
x.we went to the mall and got into a fight with these girls that told me to turn me freak music down in the car, so i pretended that i was half black even though im like the whitest white girl EVER and i wipped a water gun in her car just to piss her off and candee pissed her pants laughing
x.talked to kevin, i think hes very upset over the breakup=*[
sorry kev
x.hung out with kallie and kylee last night from 5-4 this morning, we talked about the time that slim-kati-her-and yoshi all slept over my house lol i remeber that night perfectly<3
x.i talked to my anthony on the phone for a wicked long times<3
x.i just called yoshi but bunny said she would call me back laters.
so ive been going to sleep at around 4 in the moring 5ish since my house arrest and waking up at like 5ish at night, im sorry if you called and i was sleeping epp
I LOVE YOU SLIM SORRYS!!!!!!!
hmm lets see, my weekend was fun filled, YAY
this to look forward to this weekend
x.see a smile on slims face-many of them
x.see everyone-all of them
x.giving slim a lot more firsts-hmm a few
x.trying to be happy-oh baby
x.attempting to get old friends back-i dident really try to do that much
x.hang out with jeremy more because he's the only one who gets me down there-fuck fucking yes
x.dyeing my hair THIS WILL TURN UGLY- ha not yet
x.taking pictures if i can get my papa's camra-yay i get the camra today!!
x.telling someone their beautiful- i never got to that =*[
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| Time: | 12:56 pm. |
| Mood: | i have to piss. | | Music: | the stand as always in the morning. |
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this to look forward to this weekend
x.see a smile on slims face
x.see everyone
x.giving slim a lot more firsts
x.trying to be happy
x.attempting to get old friends back
x.hang out with jeremy more because he's the only one who gets me down there
x.dyeing my hair THIS WILL TURN UGLY
x.taking pictures if i can get my papa's camra
x.telling someone their beautiful
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DESCRIBE YOUR:
[Wallet]: white with all lyrics on it
[Jewelry worn daily]: earings
[Shoes]: cons
[Handbag]: black mess bag
[Favorite top]: my purple Ursula one
[Perfume/Cologne]: the shit dave usto wear made me cream my pants
[Piercing]: 15
[Wearing now]: the same clothes as last night
[Makeup]: its black and all over my face from sleeping
[On my mind]: sleeping at brittanys
[Wishing]: that my mom lets me sleep at brittanys for a week
[Talking to]: brittany
[Eating]: nothing
[Fav movie]: natm
[The last thing you ate?]: I don’t even remeber
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]:turtals shut up
[Do you believe in love]: yes
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: yes
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?: I only eat when people are around so its werid
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: this fucking letter it has so many big words in it lol that and a curtain girl
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: I miss camping people even though I saw them all two days ago
In the last 24 hours, have you:
[Eaten?]: no
[Been kissed?]: yes
[Felt stupid?]: no
[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]: yes
[Had a serious talk?]: with gina yeeeeees
[Hugged someone?]: yes
[Fought with your parents?] ha last night while gina was over that was fucking crazy
[Done something your parents said no to]: yep
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: switch it up
[Where is the best hangout?]: jeremys tent
[Do you have a job?]: pshhhhhh
[Do you like being around people?]: only people I enjoy being around
Other stuff...
[Who is your role model?]: ginas mother
[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?]: yea.
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]: psh happened last night der
[Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?]: assholes
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you]: of corse
[Rather be the dumper or dumped?]: dumper
[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"?]: relationship
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]: ha yep
[want kids?]: kismaulri
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?]: I wanna marry someonessssss
[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?]: eyes
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being?]: ha, im a bitch
[Are you happy with you?]: whos happy with them selfs these days
[Are you happy with your life?]: not in any way
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i dont feel like typing about my week so look at slims journal
www.livejournal.com/users/bexmyxstar
along with everything she said in there, i had a great time, there was a few flaws but in the end it was good due to someone in a red shirt <3
slim watch out of the pinapples
i mean picknick tables
jeremy-you mean pineneedles
ahhahahahhaha you idiot
there was alot of other shit that happend but i forget most of it
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| Time: | 10:39 pm. |
| Mood: |  depressed. | | Music: | the post. |
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What is your name?: Kerynn
Are you named after anyone?: no
What's your screename?: outofromance
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Justin
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:keryann-kerin-karen-morse-moss
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: change it to another
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Bi
Single?:yes
Do you want to be in a relationship: yes
Birthdate:: july26
Your age:: 14
Age you act:: I don’t know
Age you wish you were:: I6
Your height:: short
Eye color:: greenblueyellow
Happy with it?: Yes
Hair color:: dyed
Happy with it?: yes
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: motherfatherkallie4cats
Your family:: crazy
Have any pets?: four cats
Whats your job?: none im lazy
Piercings?: 15
Tattoos?: Zero
Obsessions?: music
Addictions?: computer/alcohol
Do you speak another language?: no
Have a favorite quote?: no
Do you have a webpage?: only livejournal
Do you live in the moment?: Sometimes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: eh not really
Do you have any secrets?: yes
Do you hate yourself?: most of the time
Do you like your handwriting?: no
Do you have any bad habits?: I usto but not really any more
What is the compliment you get from most people?: girls-myhair/eyes guys-eyesandtits
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: ‘a gay girl with short hair and amazing eyes’-gina
What's your biggest fear?: falling into the ocean
Can you sing?: eh
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope
Are you a loner?: hmm
What are your #1 priorities in life?: I don’t know
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no
Are you a daredevil?: im told I am
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes
Are you passive or agressive?: hmm
you have a journal?: yes, a live journal to be percies
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:my look tward things
is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: only one thing
Do you think life has been good so far?: I think the only point in time where my life was good was when I was with rick
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don’t know
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes
And least?: my figure
Do you think you are good looking?: no
Are you confident?: no
What is the fictional character you are most like?: I don’t know
Are you perceived wrongly?: yes
Do You...
Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: No
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: no
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: not really
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
Take walks in the rain?: yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: no
Drive?: no
Like to drive fast?: I don’t drive
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: a lot
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: drank pickle juice
Been in love?: no
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: yes
Had a medical emergency?: yes
Had surgery?: No
Ran away from home?: yes
Played strip poker?: down to my pants and bra
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: yes
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: Yes
Slept outdoors?: sadly
Thought about suicide?: Yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: along time
Gone one day without food?: Yes
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept all day?: yes 34 hours
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: No
Had sex with a stranger?: No
Thought you're going crazy?: yes
Kissed the same sex?: yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes
Been betrayed?: too many times
Had a dream that came true?: yes
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: No
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Belive in life on other planets?: no
Miracles?: hmm
Astrology?: hmm
Magic?: no
God?: no
Satan?: no
Santa?: No
Ghosts?: hmm
Luck?: hmm
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: no
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: no
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: I don’t belive in “god”
Where do you think we go when we die?: in the ground
Love/Dating/Opposite Sex and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: a lot of things
Turn-on?: lips/soft kisses/eyes/being touched/wispering
Turn-off?: lier’s/stupidity/
First kiss?: I don’t know.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: i would tell them so they wouldn't get any false impressions.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:dosent mater
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:I don tknow
What's the last present someone gave you?: things for Christmas...
Are you in love?: no
Do you consider your significant other hot?: the person I like is beautiful
Have you ever been “eaten out”?: yes
Fingered?: yes
Same time?”: yes
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:?
You wanted to kill?: she knows who she is
That turned you on?: really turned me on, I’d say kara
You went shopping with?: kellie
That broke your heart?: Dave Maki
To disappoint you?: Dave Maki
To ask you out?: jordan
To make you cry?: he dident make me cry but I thought of him so, rick I quess
To brighten up your day?: hearing emilys voice
That you thought about?: david
You saw a movie with?: corey and emily
You talked to on the phone?: emily
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: gina
You saw?: kellie
You lost?: rick
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: I don’t know
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: probally
What are you wearing right now?: coheed shirt/ the pants ive been wearing for a month now a purple bra and blue undies
Body part you're touching right now:: my ear
What are you worried about right now?: a lot of things
What book are you reading?: none
What's on your mousepad?: a little girl kissing a little boy
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: pissed/depressed/tierd/cold/pissed
Are you bored?: yes
Are you tired?: no
Are you talking to anyone online?: was
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: emily
Are you lonely or content?: lonely
Are you listening to music?: the greatest band everrrr
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| Time: | 1:06 pm. |
| Mood: |  aggravated. |
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this week i saw the girl that ruined my life...
The marks you left on my wrists are cut deep beneath my worn skin. Changing your voice I can no longer hear my the pain, you speak ‘somewhere deep down I still love you’. indulged in all your games I no longer feel free. Our relationship was built on hate. First things first,. I still breath your lies in my smoke filled lungs. Attending parties with you hand and hand no longer surprises me. We cant be seen together. They speak our names as If we’re saints wont you feel ashamed if I was to speak out secret or would your eyes water when she found out? in between this love and lust is the four letter word hate I no long feel this cold cup against my torn lips.
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Have you ever <3
x.kissed a guy-yes
x.kissed a girl-yes
x.drank so much you couldn’t wake up the next day-yes
x.skinny dipped-yes
x.done anything illegal-yes
x.hit your parents-yes
x.shoplifted-yes
x.been on a train-yes
x.been on a bus-yes
x.fist fought-yes
x.kissed your best friend-yes
x.hated someone so much you would have the balls to kill them-yes
x.shoped at Ames-not that I remeber
How many times have you <3
x.drank-alot
x.smoked-alot
x.snorted-alot
x.taken pills-alot
x.shot up-none
x.kissed someone-alot
x.given oral sex-same sex-alot
x.been to court-alot
x.fucked a black person-none
x.eaten moldy food-none
Would you ever <3
x.have a threesome-ah I don’t now
x.have sex with the same sex-been there done that
x.rape a gay man-that’s gross
x.go to the opera-maybe
x.fuck your best friend-probably not
x.use your mothers dildo-that’s gross
Personal <3
x.name-kerynn
x.dob-july 26
x.hair-redish purple
x.eyes-bluegreenyellow
x.piercing-15
x.sibling-one
x.color-purple
x.drink-drpepper
x.clothes-hmm
x.friend-slim-yoshi-Ashley-kati-gina-rea-corey-anthony
x.band-the used
x.food-boneless bufflow fingers
x.website-livejournal
x.animal-sloth
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| Time: | 3:16 pm. |
| Mood: |  bitchy. |
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Your fingertips meet my lips...
And I kiss you where you feel the most
Hoping you'll feel me...
My hands around your hips
This affection's a suggestion
And I'm hoping you'll agree
And I yearn...for...you
Every muscle in my body aches, I fear I've gone too far
And I burn...for...you
Falling through your atmosphere, I'll be your shooting star
AEI Oh You
(are my consonants, without you I'm nonsense)
As for now, I swear that I'll burn out, just like a shooting star
Can't appreciate this change
With one hand up high I'll show you where my heart is
But you won't even care at all...and..
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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
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| Time: | 3:19 pm. |
| Mood: | disappointed. | | Music: | katis music. |
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i havent updated in a while, my computer sucks
the last week i have had no sleep so im bitchy
pros of this week
x.hung out with brittany
x.carnivle
x.emily-kati-slim sleeping over
x.my mom leaving
x.saw my cusin
cons of this week
x.my dad came home
x.i have to do my room over
x.its fucking hot
x.i have my period
this week was fun i quess. i hung out with corey-brittany-kati-slim-yoshi most of it, my fav people <3
i havent hung out with ashley in a while, its saddening, but were ganna hang out soon =*]
i've been thinking alot about rick and david and it makes me really depressed, why do i dweal on the past, when i know nothing is going to come about it.
im a loser. i really do hope one of these days someone will have enough carage to kill me finally, my etempts never work my way
all i want to do is be in your arms once agian my love
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as much as i hate him,i hope your happy
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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
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how well do you know bushbaby
whats my eye color
whats my favorite movie
whats my favorite food
whats my favorite animal
whats my favorite band
whats my favorite color
whats my shoe size
how many earings do i have
how do you make me feel
how many siblings do i have
how do i act around you
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xyourfalsebeauty: i have to let some fluid come out of my pussie. hold on
Coreyismynamo: ok
Auto response from xyourfalsebeauty: .everytime you close your eyes you should be seeing me.
Coreyismynamo: that the grossest way i have ever heard someone say they had to piss ever
xyourfalsebeauty: haha leave it all up to kerynn. =*]
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if im a writer and im a poet i might love you but never show it you should forget me this is a long tour and ill be back but not in time for... if all we speak is rational thought everyday i pray for sadness my eyes are black my throat full of sickness then ill be listening but now for long
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| Time: | 2:53 pm. |
| Mood: | bitchy. |
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x.woke up
x.found elena
x.went to yoshis
x.saw trish <3
x.hung out
x.made brownies
x.walked to rebound
x.saw my mother she called me a loser for not being in school and told me that i couldent do anything for a week
x.made brick write a note saying it was fine
x.school
x.SAW MY PATTHUEW!!!!!!!!! yet agian he clames i got wicked skinny
x.rode with mrs black with yoshi
x.droped yoshi off
x.talked to mrs black
her-so did you talk to rick today
me-ah, me and rick dont talk anymore
her-oh really you guys were so cute together, why not?
me-ah i dont really know
her-how do you feel about that
me-i dont really like it at all, but what has to be done has to be done
x.aww
x.she told me that my hurr was wicked cute and i also got alot of complaments i wish my mom dident have to 'even it'
x.got home
x.my dad fliped out
x.now im on the computer mwahhha
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You're addicted to.....
Alcohol!
Mmmmmmm, Mmmmmm, Bitch! I like you, alcohol is one
of the better things to be addicted to. The
only bad part is it makes you feel like doing
nothing and the next morning you get a terrible
hangover.
What are you addicted to? (pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla
we all saw that coming
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| Time: | 8:43 pm. |
| Mood: | aggravated. |
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bush baby is in need of a girlfriend
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Thursday, June 10th, 2004
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x.school
x.went to boston with the rest of the rebound rejects
x.there werer so many fucking chinks
x.i almost got us all shot like 93849384 times
x.we begged lou to let us get bk but nooooooooo
x.ahahhaha timmy jumped the gate so he didnet have to pay hahahha it was so fucking funny
everyone-'weeres timmy'
yoshi-'there he is he just rolled in' ahahhahahahha
x.we got icecream...eww
x.we left
x.went to bostons bk
x.i was really mean to the homeless guy acording to yoshi.. pshh
x.i puked all over the toliet in bk's bathroom
x.some girl walked in and was like oH MY GOD EWWWWWWWWW AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
x.left
x.watched 8 mile on the way back
x.came to school
x.saw corey
x.went to detetion
x.went to slims
x.left to go to oceanstate/meet corey
x.stole shit
x.saw corey
x.stole more shit
x.walked to slims
x.then my house
x.cut off all of slims hurr it looks soooooo pretty!
x.watched tv
x.walked slim home
x.me and corey stayed for a little
x.slim broke her keyboard haha
x.left
x.walked to the park with corey
x.had a good time.. DMAN FUCKING BUGSSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHH
x.came home
x.put my laundry for this weekend in the washer
now im waiting for everyone to fall alseeep =*]
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| Time: | 9:37 pm. |
| Mood: |  awake. | | Music: | fata. |
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today
x.tryed to stay home
x.failed horrbly
x.my parents got into a huge fight my mom broke shit told my father that she wanted him out
x.went to katis for a while
x.school
x.blahblahblah
x.after school
x.detition
x.left corey
x.went to katis with slim
x.went to slims
x.went to coreys to hang out with my oh so twin brittney beacuse she owns.
x.corey was home also
x.hung out with everyone
x.left with tom and my twin
x.BK WOOT WOOT
x.walked with my twin untill me and slim had to go down a diff st
x.walked to slims
x.yoshi wanted to come swimming
x.talked to corey, be'd the bitch that i am
sorry corey
x.called pam ginas mother beacuse she needs to wax my fucking pussie damn her that bitch
x.went swimming
*yoshi swims*
yoshi- this spot is warm
*yoshi looks at bushbaby*
yoshi- you PEEED dident you bushbaby
bushbaby-yes *smiles*
haha i love peeing in slims pool, im one gross mother fucker
x.hung out
x.talked to corey
x.walked with yoshi up town
x.i swore and this guy FLIPED OUT
guy-watch you mouth,
guy-nice mouth you got there
me-what
guy-nice mouth you got there
me-oh yeah i know isent it
guy- id wash your mouth with soap
me-oh really *gives finger*
guy-babblebabblebabble
yoshi-shushup
haha
x.met up with corey
x.walked yoshi home
x.went to coreys
x.coreys mother drove me home
x.now im here.. mwahha
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me-hello
j-why hello
me-what do you want
j-I HEARD ABOUT YOU AND PAUL HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME WHY YOU KNOW I LIKE YOU
ME-GET THE FUCK OVER IT
j- i cant just get over it like that
me-i did, so yes you can
j-im not in it just for the sex
me-and when did i hear this before
j-i havent hooked up with anyone besides you since we kissed
me-fuck you, you kissed erica, fuck this i dont want your shit any more dont call.
CLICK
PHONE RINGS
J rollings
me-what the fuck do you want
j-i want you to be with me
me- im not ready for a realtionship, nor do i want you
j-when im with you...
me-FUCK YOU GET OVER IT JESUS I DONT WANT TO BE WITH YOU ANY MORE< LAST YEAR I DID
j-and you left me for dave
me-yes i know now leave me alone
CLICK
PHONE RINGS
J rollings
me-fuck off
j-just lisen to what i have to say, at first i just wanted the sex
me-how can you jsut want it for the sex when ive had sex with one girl and it wasent you asshole
j-just lisen, what the hell baby im i sopsta do *sobs*
me-find someone else GET THE FUCK OVER IT PLEASE
CLICK
no j rollings
my god.. what the fuck.. i hate girls why are they so dummmmmmb
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